This could be a long one....

Thats what she said btw...Anyway, been an extremely long and extremely interesting time since I last posted anything here. Obviously a lot has happened and I write all this (strangely inspired at 2:30am) with a great deal of excitement coursing through me. Alright, events in chronological order since last post (I'm assuming I remember what I put in the last post, and am gonna start from somewhere I think I haven't written down yet.) Alright, I'll start with my trip to Florida and go from there. My friend Chris, now attending Full Sail University, was headed off to college and another friend, Charles, and I accompanied him and his parents on the trip. A week of new apartment hijinks ensued and I may have broken down at the loss of a great friend. Sad really...(You'll see later in this post why karma seems to be on my side in this one). Anyway, shortly after returning to Virginia, Laura returned from her trip to France, and within days we'd broken up (again, sad story, but just wait, it gets better). My apparent new best friend, Ian, invited me over in my time of grief, and whilst temporarily living in his basement, his mom offered me a house-sitting job (Which im currently doing). I accepted (obviously) and proceeded through the month mundanely, excluding my trip to VCU orientation, awaiting something, anything, to break the repetition. I looked forward to college as a means of escaping the recent trials I'd endured (as most my age would). Then, while preparing for my long week of house-sitting and dog-watching, Ian, Dixon (Ian's brother), and I were all together in the basement when Ian left his computer unattended and his Facebook chat negligently open. Being the mischievous, yet devilishly charming, man that I am, I took it upon my self to ask casually the stranger on the other side of the interweb (as Ian still mind you), "Wanna fuck?" After discovering that I was not actually Ian, my new friend, Rachael, and I had an hour long conversation consisting of stalker-esque banter and inappropriately timed winks. This dialogue was concluded with a convincing argument from myself (with a small amount of persuasion from Dixon) that led to Rachael coming to visit the Cashwells' house, simply to meet this mysterious, oddly creepy, but strangely enthralling stranger (Me). The experience that followed was a bit awkward, as my online persona is a slight deviation from my actual personality, and breaking the ice in the physical world actually requires a but more courage and natural confidence (Luckily those traits are easy to build over a relatively small amount of time). Following this awkward meeting of two perfect strangers, Rachael and I had the pleasure of getting to know each other through the comfort of the internet over the next few days (While still on the job, with Ian and Dixon no longer helping, being safely away in North Carolina). When I felt a certain level of comfort had been reached between the two of us, I invited Rachael out in an attempt to see if anything more could be made of this newfound friendship. To my pleasant surprise, Rachael and I fit very well together and have now been officially dating for, well, two days (Keep in mind this all happened within the last 6-7 days).
To reflect on all that has happened within the past two months, I've found that the saying that I tend to find overused actually has moments where it applies perfectly, "Everything happens for a reason"
I fear that this single post will take up more than any previous one has, and possibly the entire page, so I'll leave my loyal reader(s) with these words of wisdom, "I don't care how normal you think you are, crazy most certainly is a constant condition"

Prom!

Was badass! haha, I definitely had a lot of fun. One of the best nights ever easily :)
but anyway, it's been 5 months, 5 whole entirely amazing and awesome and fantastic and amazingly awesomtesticle months, since me and Laura got together. I couldn't be happier (I couuuuullllddd, but whatever haha).
I guess thats really all I have to say for now lol, so much for the epic story. Not that there isn't one, I just really don't feel like going into detail ;)
Later for now!

Quick update

Hey, what's up?
Nothin' here, nothin new anyway. I'm worried, I'm not worried, whatever. Ummmm.....Still need a job, still in high school (but not for long), and still goin to VCU in August.
I don't feel like enough new has happened yet for this post to be substantial, maybe I'll have to extend it with another post after prom on Saturday :D
Other than not knowing what the fuck to do half the time, I'm very satisfied with life right now.
Just glad to have people around me, I'll miss some of em next year haha.

Return of the King

Haha, hello all! Interesting couple of months(?) since my last post. A lot's happened, big things too. Hehe big things....Anyway, focus, biggest thing(s), to me anyway, are the developments in my relationship with Laura. Biggest thing was that we broke up....for a week...I'm still kinda confused about what exactly happened, but we're back together now and she seems as happy as she ever was....so thats good :)
2nd biggest thing--college. I'm goin to VCU, and that's for sure, UVa rejected me so VCU is where i'll be for the next 4-8 years. Not bad though, majoring in chemistry, not sure exactly what field I'll go into exactly, or if I'll even stay restricted to chemistry (BioChem maybe?)
What's another big thing?......Oh yeah, got a job, quit that in a week though. Restaurants are not the place for me, wayyyyyy too much time at work. I need time to spend with friends and family (and most importantly Laura >.<). Hopefully the new Best Western opens soon, I'll be sure to apply there, and my experience should be quite persuasive :)
I've established that I have two best friends, Chris and Amanda (Chris=BFF and Amanda=BGF) *BGF-Best Girl Friend* lol
So I'm up from having no best friend :D
School.....not really relevant to anything anymore, not high school anyway, just have to finish out the year and I'm done, so i've really stopped caring (and my grades have shot up because of it, don't ask why, I couldn't tell you)
Haha, that title up there has been EXTREMELY relevant lately and I'm absolutely sure it will continue to be so, as it is Spring Break and who knows what the hell could happen over the next week?
I don't know if I'd have it any other way tho.....
Yeah I would haha
Things could definitely be MORE perfect, but I'm very happy with the level of perfection I have now.
The future will be interesting however, as I'm not sure what it brings....but who does?
Guess we'll see what happens....and we shall deal with it.
Alright...CTFO...
I'm done lol
Till next time, I'm crazy, ya'll fuckers know it XP

HEYY YOOUUU GUUUYYSSS!!!!!

long time no post again. although I would like to reiterate (and declare the topic of this post) I love Laura. Haha, I'm almost in shock as to the amount of my crap she puts up with and still says "i love you" to me. She's so patient with me that it makes me feel bad about feeling bad in the first place. So, in an effort to solve my problems with paranoia and impulsiveness, I've placed a message for myself on my phone so that as soon as I open it it lets me know to "chill the FUCK out"...It's been effective so far as I've been chill all day.
My biggest problem is that my imagination goes wild on me when I have nothing better to do, or when a long period of perfection is broken up by some random occurence. I start to believe that, because things have changed slightly or something isn't perfect, everything's going to follow and lead me on a downward spiral to utter depression. I've learned that, contrary to my past experiences, this isn't always the case.
I'm going to try something radical....not worrying. It's insane, but it's worth a shot ;)
Blogging is a-fucking-mazing by the way...I feel EVEN better right now, which is weird because I didn't really feel bad anymore.
Anyway, maybe some news that's relatively unrelated to Laura lol...
-I'm really close to getting a job, I think. Let's hope so anyway.
-School's become somewhere to go for 6-7 hours a day, I really don't even have to try anymore.
-Hmm....I've spent a lot of time with Chris lately, and, if current plans fall through, will be more this weekend
-WoW character should be up to 50 by the end of the night. again...
-This is probably the longest post I've ever put up
-No plans for tomorrow right now...Laura's got Girl Scouts, ruining that plan :P
-Oh yeah, I got accepted to two colleges, USP and VCU. Still waiting on UVa!
-I think that's all my news......oh wait...My car's a piece of shit lol

Okay, that's enough of the blog for today, who knows when I shall return....

This is all.

I
Love
Laura.

Catching Up

Ha, I realize my last post was right before the Super Bowl (Go Steelers! badass game) and that seems to be a bit too long to wait to post.
I wouldn't say that a lot's happened since that last post, but I wouldn't say I've done nothing either. Well, to start, I did end up going to Laura's for the Super Bowl and that was pretty fun. Since then it's been pretty much school, Laura, home, Laura, school again, Laura, Laura, Laura, Laura. lol. Not that I mind at all, I prefer it that way. I've spent a lot of time (and money) preparing for Valentine's Day this Saturday and I really can't wait. It'll be the first Valentine's Day I've ever spent with someone so I really wanna go all out, and I know Laura's gonna love some of the thing's I have planned. One in particular, her big V-Day gift, that she won't leave alone ever since she found out I bought it.....lol don't tell her but i got her........Yeahhh because I'm totally gonna write that here. Laura's probably the only person who will ever read these so I don't think that I'll do that lol. Anyway, her and I recently adopted the cutest little baby bunny named Atticus Liam Huber from Build-a-Bear. :D I am definitely loving my life right now, and would much rather this didn't end.
Crazy has subsided, at least in its more familiar form, for now it takes the shape of emotion, and is merely the presence of intensity, not a lack of direction.

Oh yeah....

Super Bowl is today.....that COULD be fun, really depends on where I'm gonna be lol. Hopppeeefully I'll be with this girl I'm in love with to watch it, because if I'm not it's probably gonna be really boring (and I'll have to wait until TOMORROW to see her, I could die if that happens lol).
Regardless of where I'm gonna be for it, just to piss people off, I think I'm gonna side with the Cardinals on this one hahaha. (jk babe, you know I want your Steelers to win. Mwah!)
Anyway, just thought I'd add all that to todays proceedings.
Once again I'm off to not do shit lol
Goodbye for now my crazed fans ;)
Mwah!

Completely Alone ;)

Haha, so today marks the first day of my dad being out of town for a few days and me having the house to myself. Sure I'm supposed to go stay at my mom's, but it also doesn't really matter to me. I'm wondering what to do with this reclaimed (not new found, I've had it before lol) freedom. I'm not really the party type, unless it were to be with like 5-6 people....hmmm....that sounds familiar.
But anyway, yeah, I've stopped thinking as much and am much better off than I was. I get that way sometimes, with the thinking, and sometimes it gets BAD. Fortunately this isn't one of those times and I've completely recovered from my post-thinking worriedness :).
So all is good (see also: Amazing) again in the land of Allen (and Laura, she is a big part of my world), not that there was anything really wrong in the first place, I just tend to overreact to things sometimes lol. I'm just glad I have certain friends to help me put things in perspective and knock me back down to Earth.
So yeah, haha, I'm gonna leave now I suppose.
Until next time loyal readers ;)
mwah!
hehehe

Back to it...

Alright, well not much has changed over the past couple of days. Spent some more time with Laura, and that's always a good thing :D. Snow's over, and that's okay I guess. Weekend's here with nothing to do. And I know everything's great right now but I can't help but feel like I'm on the verge of completely screwing everything up. Oh well, I get that way when my life starts to get really great (which it is, unbelievably so) lol. Maybe I really need to learn to go with the flow in EVERY aspect of my life and not just most of them. It would certainly make things a lot easier. But whatever, I need to get out of this mood, I was fine before I started typing lol.
Don't need a repeat of last time, that's for damn sure....

First Blog Post

Okay, so this is gonna be fun I think.
I'll introduce myself first I guess lol.
Well, my name is Allen Huber. never blogged before, might be fun.
There's a lot going on in my life right now: Graduating high school this year, College coming up next year, I'm in desperate need of a job to support myself as it seems my parents have taken a backseat in that department (kidding, they're alright about it), and my teenage mind won't take itself off of the girl that I've fallen in love with over the past month (and a little bit), Laura.
She's amazing and it seems that I can't spend enough time with her :)
But anyway, at this point in my life, it seems that crazy truly is a constant condition.