long time no post again. although I would like to reiterate (and declare the topic of this post) I love Laura. Haha, I'm almost in shock as to the amount of my crap she puts up with and still says "i love you" to me. She's so patient with me that it makes me feel bad about feeling bad in the first place. So, in an effort to solve my problems with paranoia and impulsiveness, I've placed a message for myself on my phone so that as soon as I open it it lets me know to "chill the FUCK out"...It's been effective so far as I've been chill all day.
My biggest problem is that my imagination goes wild on me when I have nothing better to do, or when a long period of perfection is broken up by some random occurence. I start to believe that, because things have changed slightly or something isn't perfect, everything's going to follow and lead me on a downward spiral to utter depression. I've learned that, contrary to my past experiences, this isn't always the case.
I'm going to try something radical....not worrying. It's insane, but it's worth a shot ;)
Blogging is a-fucking-mazing by the way...I feel EVEN better right now, which is weird because I didn't really feel bad anymore.
Anyway, maybe some news that's relatively unrelated to Laura lol...
-I'm really close to getting a job, I think. Let's hope so anyway.
-School's become somewhere to go for 6-7 hours a day, I really don't even have to try anymore.
-Hmm....I've spent a lot of time with Chris lately, and, if current plans fall through, will be more this weekend
-WoW character should be up to 50 by the end of the night. again...
-This is probably the longest post I've ever put up
-No plans for tomorrow right now...Laura's got Girl Scouts, ruining that plan :P
-Oh yeah, I got accepted to two colleges, USP and VCU. Still waiting on UVa!
-I think that's all my news......oh wait...My car's a piece of shit lol
Okay, that's enough of the blog for today, who knows when I shall return....
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